say what?

So you think you know me that well?
Think again…
There’s so many things I keep to myself…
Just when you think I’ve laid them all out in the open…
Believe me… those were just fractions of my being.

Kulas and Pulgas

Kulas was a head turner…

Pulgas was a freebie…

Had them both over night…
And over night I fell in love with them…

Each afternoon before I leave…
I give them some treats…
And give them some more, Before I Sleep

Kulas and Pulgas
My fighting fish babies

Here from where I stand…

There are no Bad-Ass Folks…
No Lotus-Feet-Look-a-Like Jerk…
No Dumb-Ass High-Self-Esteemed Fag
No Overweighed-Bitches
No Fat-Ass-Phonies

No Good-for-nothing Meannies
No Scabies-Infested Pig
No Butch “Ass-Kisser”
No Sluttish Free-Loader
No Power-Tripping Nigga
No Chucky-Looking Social climber
And lastly…
No Double-Faced Freaks!

Just intelligent people working together as one…
Aiming high without destroying anyone…
Caring for the right reasons…

Respects individuality...
Sharing knowledge to everyone.

Contributions are highly appreciated,
Not doubted.

bataan/corregidor trip

The Best Holy Week Getaway (040507-040807)

At first there were hesitations to push through the Bataan Trip… there was this second option that came which almost dissolved the first plan.
Thursday morning! Time to get my travel buddy ready (he’s my conquer bag)… Charles and I came to terminal on time… and as always Cynthia’s late…
It was a long bus ride heading to Arsenal… we passed by some cool places, and had a glance of Mt. Samat for the first time. As we arrived Antonio Luna Camp I said to myself… Darn, why did I even think twice of coming to this place…
Lots of fruit bearing trees… and I have the whole camp to jog… and oh… lotsa weird and cool insects and animals around. That night was my very first official Bisita Iglesia… as far as I remember we went to the following churches: Limay, Saint Michael (Orion), San Pedro and San Pablo (Calungusan, Orion), Piaza dela Virgin del Pilar and Balanga San Jose Cathedral. It was a long trip but worth it… that evening too… I made my final decision… to leave IHG for good… it breaks my heart but I think it will be best for all parties… they’ll be happy, I’ll be happy!
Friday morning, Cynthia and I planned to have a good morning jog around the camp but after few minutes she got tired and I had no choice but to keep up with her WALKING! Heheheh… we strolled around and passed by AMITAHA Restaurant… well it used to be a restaurant but the placed aged already and its not feasible to continue the operation there. Plus the fact that goose bumps appears each time we pass by the creepy restaurant. After lunch we were invited to Cynthia’s farm… it was a long walk uphill and downhill… but munching on fresh langka (of course ripe ones) is worth the hike, plus we had a chance to see the hidden falls on our way there. We also gathered some juicy looking wild berries along the trail… and bathe in the Dam before we get back to our barracks‘. In the afternoon Charles and I had a stroll along the camp and went in to the “no vehicles allowed” area… on the top of the trail we get to see a Lawin’s nest and a Lawin couple.
That night, when Aldwin arrived we saw a big lizard ( I forgot what’s it called, of course Charles knows it its his forte); we tried to catch it but luck was not on our side.
Saturday… the Mount Samat day! We woke up early in the morning… we started our journey up a few meters away from the foot of the mountain… we thought it’s just 7km… but as we checked how far is the top of it, we doubt it so after almost 3km walk a army truck passed by and we kindda do the hitch sign and we were escorted up… and good Lord it was more than 7km… maybe times 3! Waaaah!!! So a record breaking of 25minutes going up the Mount Samat was set! Wahahhaha… Lots of devotees were there… well at least not that many since its Black Saturday and as speculated by Cynthia Easter Sunday would be jam-packed! We went up to the cross… it was really cold up there… but a captivating view of Bataan is spectacular…
Anyway we attended the “salubong” ceremony that night… it was great to experience such event but while fireworks were being lit a baby was hit with one of it.
Sunday!!! Our very impulsive side trip! We decided to head on to Corregidor Island! From Mariveles we have to cross the sea about 45 minutes boat ride to get there… we had a quick tour all over the place and got to walk inside the Malinta Tunnel… of course the old barracks, the ruined buildings… great place!!! Plus the preserved canons and other ammunitions… WHAT-A-TOY!!! We had a stop-over at the beach, and there we met flipper!!! A baby pawikan! After taking lotsa picture of him we freed him… hope he’ll have a safe journey! After lunch… of course they consumed my best-seller adobo… we had to go home… back to base we had a chance to do some basic firing lessons… but I was captivated by the snob monkey and the cute little goats on the site… I have to take pictures of them that I missed the lecture of the basics… and well as expected I sucked at aiming the coconut shell.. All of them hit it but me… waaaah!
Oh well the trip has got to end… but I have lotsa fruits to bring… jackfruit (yeah, one whole of it), chico’s, guavas, kasoy (less the body of course), papaya’s nd cacao seeds. We decided to head to our abode first to upload our pics… and munch on some pizza’s!
The trip was great! Made me relaxed once more…

on my way to good life...

Now the worse days have come to an end. No more headsets to put on all day… no more snide comments to ignore… no more bitches around… no more phonies… no more self-righteous bozo… I was saved from the rest of the beasts… sad thing though I have left some good friends but eventually I know they’ll have to choose their own path, maybe into the deeper shit and survive or like me find greener pasture and live a great life without them all.
A new chapter has began, and good things overflowed upon me… I know this wont last but nevertheless still have no regrets of leaving behind the stupid packs. It was funny they haven’t moved on and find contentment when I left them… while here I am having fun… enjoying life after death… my spirits back to its level, my self-respect is back plus the fact that I’ll earn freaking higher than they do… that I think is enough proof that God does reward those who deserves it.
And having the highest rate last evaluation would be, I guess, what should I always remember… plus the highest increase rate… gees… why would I stoop down to their level… hahaha wala lang konting yabang lang naman jan! wahahhha….

gifts from God

For a while I had a big test...

but these four peeps have given me strength,

to face all those demons...

For a while I was weak...

but they lifted me up...

Thanks!

She... you really are a true friend... you showed me how to become one.

Marnz.... thanks for the laughter... you showed me how to make things lighter.

Gladz... thanks for the words of wisdom... you showed me a new perspective in life.

Rye... man, thanks for the support... you showed me the importance of solitude.

and thank you all for the trust!

peace of mind

peace of mind...

it's hard to have such when you're in a situation where lies, betrayals and angst are around...

but prayers are much stronger... don't forget to pray for peace of mind,

and peace is what God will give you.

I've learned my lesson, if I let them break me down, then I will be forever weak,

But if I'll do the right thing then I would not only help myself to become stronger...

I will also be rightful for the test he has given me.

Trust no one, chose your friends, don't mind false allegations and laugh at them.

It will not give you total peace of mind, but come to think of it... WHO LOSE?

this is not for you

Victory isn’t there yet…

but I’m few steps closer!

Sweet vengeance…

Look at what you did!

Who’s troubled now?

Soon fate will get back at you…

Deal with it.