The burberry boy

The burberry boy, originally uploaded by cheetahmovie.

dumbee

Blah over Venti Mango Juice and Strawberry and Peach Danish...

Here I am alone, at the great side of Starbucks Coffee in front of the bay area... watching over the teams on training, I can't see my team though... Anyway, when I got in I didn't noticed that store is not open until 6:30am and it was 6:15 : )... my bad! But it's not my fault alone, the guard is taking a snooze at the couch so how am I suppose to know... Oh well, the music was very soothing that at last after a long week of WORK!!! I get to splurge into a well deserved relaxation...

I was late for training, I kindda stayed a bit longer and spent some time with a friend... no, I am not blaming her. She's one of those whom I can trust. *Naks bola yun!!! It was a bit frustrating with what's happenning at work. Well maybe I expected too much... But how can I survive in this kind of environment... Should I get into the safe side, be one of them and forget my philosophies... or just keep it all till I get a chance to move into different account? I am waiting for a sign... and I hope it would help... help me make another choice.

as complicated as it gets

When you’re in a situation wherein it is already complicated and then suddenly an event or rather a series of event, add up to the level of how complicated the situation is, what would you do?

Let’s put things in perspective…

You have a friend, a friend that you value so much. Suddenly your friendship flourished, and because of that you’ve crossed a bridge that must not be crossed. The other one has feelings for the other and the other knows about it, while the other is committed. The one with feelings knows that the other one has feelings too but there are hang ups that kept that feeling in a box. Whatever the hindrance is, it is killing them both.

Both were concerned with what will happen next… would their friendship come to an end, or would they be more comfortable with each other. They both decided to hold on to what they’ve got.

Absence… distance… would it help on making them both forget the physical attraction? What if the one with feelings would slowly die in the process… or would it give that person a time to look for other one to give attention to and hopefully would be given back same attention?

Some other questions… would they end up together or as friends? Or they would go on separate ways? Or will their friendship becomes fubu?

Things sometimes becomes complicated because of our own acts but nevertheless we must be matured enough to handle such situation. Friendship sometimes becomes tested, it will either end or make it grow further... it depends on how long each one would hold on to it. Falling for a friend is when the complication starts... if you do fall for a friend... think... will it be worth the risk? and you ready to risk it all? For you might say this when you did fall for a friend... "the only change i can't adpt to is not having you around!"

why do all good things come to an end

As the song goes... "flames to dust... lovers to friends..."

sad but true, there are things that aren't meant to be...

even if it started just fine...

jag... anabol and palaboi

jag... anabol and palaboi, originally uploaded by lenaibojcdruz.

don't react... just look. hehehhe

palaboi look-a-like

palaboi look-a-like
Originally uploaded by lenaibojcdruz.

yeah... looks like me again... just one of those many peeps that says i look like someone else...

what was i thinking?

That's all I wanted
Something special, something sacred...
In your eyes
For just one moment
to be bold and naked...
at your side... (excerpt from George Michael's Father Figure)

Loving you makes me break all the rules...
things have been better when i left... we've become closer each day we spend time together...
I am grateful you've hold on to your promise of nothing will change... so much more those little things you've done for me...

Was I assuming about those things? ..that somehow you liked me too? or its just me?

I will not forget the way you hold me and the way I hold you too...

What ever happened between us... nothing will change (I hope)... same as before no expectation... we've crossed the line that we should not...

Don't be bothered of losing me, for as long as you want me to stay, I will... I care about you still...
You gave me something special and I wont dare forget that.

We both wanted it, that's a fact...

No regrets. It's not a one night stand, it's a lifetime memory.